October 23rd, 2011
Cycle of Creation
This is a snippet from the March 29, 1901 Brooklyn Eagle describing the recently published first work of a young Upton Sinclair. The book was not a success, but the description of the way the idea took hold of the writer is such a pure example of inspiration and a sense of purpose, a calling. I re-publish it here (originally I found it on the website of the Brooklyn Public Library) for all of us to muse over.
It is possible for you–for all of us–to be gripped with the same determination. Yes, he was young. Yes, he was talented. But, the real magic here is the way he “made up his mind” to become a novelist and the fact that he “had been dreaming of a novel” for three years before it possessed him totally. This is a description of giving birth. It is a description of the rhythm of creation: idea-musing-dreaming-working-working harder-getting wild-getting carried away-wrestling with it!-finishing in a heap, weeping with joy…relief. How many times I have started this process and then dropped the project somewhere in the middle of the trajectory? Too many. Too many. A friend of mine, Hugo Cory, says: “Hell is unfinished projects.” Most of us know what this means. This piece helps me see that the reason it’s so deflating to start something and not finish it: you don’t complete nature’s cycle. It’s like getting half-pregnant. It’s like needing to sneeze and then…not being able to. It’s like–of course–sex without the climax. The half-finished job depletes. The wholly finished job offers relief. Which is a state of completeness…which is bliss.
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